December 31, 2005

leaning

leaning over for
a tear drop in
her tea cup, half drained
i see the butterflies in central park loathe,
for fear of flying and being
too long on the ground.
carpe diem another day,
unless i rise and sieze the day

zechariah 4:6

keep teaching me:
wooden plank of suspicion,
ends splintered refracted light
pulled back to swing, to hit
sideways re: my head
not by might but by my heart
so a side swung flies wide
and not by might covers
what might not be otherwise
a hummingbird's pattern of flight
and nectar inflection
green, with blue wings
beats over me to flutter, quickly
and the flower behind her is pink and opening

December 08, 2005

psalm 92:5, 93:3-4

11/1
your thoughts are deep waters
still and sure beneath the many waters
that foam, and press land for influence through the strength of many
contouring shores' form by the breadth that comes from shallow masses
floods lift up their roaring
the many waters wage with thunder
but you, deep and firm as anchor
you, more firm and strong than tetonic plates
that shift in spatial insecurity
you are deep and your thoughts are waters
still and sure beneath it all
you are great and your works are wide
a foundation that frees the ocean to tide
your voice thrusts deep waters from rest
awakening him into tsunami crests
far surpassing any waves' attempts
to influence or contour our habitations
they break and fall without discrimination
your thoughts are deep,
your dreams thrust high,
your voice is water undenied
your thoughts are deep waters

December 01, 2005

plunged beneath

part1 - a story
I keep feeling like this is the new year. For some reason, seeing the "12" for December on calendars has seemed synonymous with January somehow - a new year and beginnings. I really feel as though this is the time of something new in God. Many would say, "in the Lord" or "in the Spirit" (or the like) to mean it's spiritually true, but end up implying what they're talking about will have no real impact in the natural world. However, through the journey I've been on the past few months, I really do believe that that which is "in the Lord" is the true reality, not only superceding the natural order, but entering it, shaking it, bringing heaven that all things might be made new. There's just such a new level or place (I don't really like the word "level" for this stuff, but it'll have to do) that God has brought us in the Spirit. A few months ago, Paul heard "Deep Waters" for the name of what we thought would be a church plant. Lately, however, deep waters have been the subject of much of my meditation and poetry, and prayer. I saw deep waters pour over my friend L. on Monday night as a group prayed in our apartment. It's like we have what we've always heard prophesied and spoken, and seen in the Word, but never saw manifest. It's like those words were seeds planted in our hearts, implanted and grown into us, and now that it's happening, it's not something foreign or beyond reach - It's who we are. It's Psalm 75:2 - We have entered a sovereignly appointed time.

Ever since the New England Aflame conference last month, my awareness of God's intervening presence has been so real. Aaron Evans said on the last night there that all of us are so much further in the Spirit than we know. I know it's true. I've felt the winds of heaven on my hands and arms daily since then. I can put my hand next to a friend's and they'll feel it. I showed five people yesterday at Starbucks. Things like that are so outside of where I would be without a God that is faithful in my inability, intervening from eternity, now. Monday night, we were praying and I put my foot gently on top of C.'s as she sat between two friends on my couch, feeling strangely led by God to do so. In that instant, she felt as though a knife went into the bottom of her foot, slicing to her heel and up the back of her calf. Then her tendons began to be cut loose at one end. J. and I saw angels ministering to her knee before she even told us what she felt happening ("It's healing!", she squealed), using feather quills like needles to sew, or a scalpel. Then she felt it happen to her other leg. Later, she told me that she's had severe tendonitis from her hips to her ankles, and has been in severe pain for months as a dancer. She studies dance at a nearby college. The outward lump that was on her foot was completely gone after about 45 minutes of this supernatural surgery, and she stood, stretching her legs (once her strength returned), free from pain for the first time in months! Hearing her retell the story two nights later, between giggles, laughter and tears of joy, completely blew each of us away! She even added that the angelic ministry occurred again the next night, in her dorm room, and supernatural lights in the form of crosses began appearing outside of her and L.'s room while it was happening. God really is beginning to move in the Northeast, and He seems to have a strong interest in the arts. I had a similar experience with a violinist from the Peabody Institute in Baltimore about three weeks before this, and it's only increasing. I love that "of the increase of (Jesus') government, there is no end", and that Jesus spoke of the real world when He said, "the kingdom of God has been advancing from the days of John the Baptist until now".

After C. shared her story two nights later, she and others began praying for each other, and our friend R's ankle was about 90% healed at the time of our prayer. M, who has been saved for two weeks and had been shy of the supernatural, ended up sprawled on our tile floor from the fire of God. Powerful peace fell on some. Laughter on others.
His love remained on all.